if I can’t have you someone else will just have to take over I guess

I wonder if the thought of someone else’s hands on me boils your blood the way it does mine

if the thought of me doing things I did for you for someone else would make you mad

though you don’t seem the jealous type

and maybe that’s overestimating how much you care

God I am unreasonably fucking horny

nope I need a fwb because this isn’t enough

I’m not even drunk I just want you all over me

want you to touch me

want you

there’s too much on my mind to say

im going a little crazy

i want to be yours

and you to be mine

god I want you to fuck me

what a mess

pathetic

why am I always crying I hate it I hate it I hate feeling like this

I

Guess I’m starting to accept that you will never be mine

But I don’t want to

I don’t

I don’t want to let go

I’m scared

I don’t want to say goodbye

I

I don’t want to have to bury my love again